slowly going crazy...

ok i am at the point i promised myself i wouldn't get to :( i am caught in the oh-so-fun mental battle that is the 9th month of pregnancy!! i am having a hard time cuz everyone keeps telling me how close i am & looking at me like i am going to spontaneously give birth at any second. i have made a lot of progress & made the mistake of sharing it with people when they ask (currently 4cm dilated & 70% effaced). needless to say this has exacerbated the problem of people trying to make me crazy! ;o) we have 8 days until our due date & my midwife has talked to us about inducing (because i am so favorable). we said no we would like to wait to go naturally into labor. so, we have another appt. on wednesday to get checked by our midwife & take it from there i guess. i am having a heck of a time going to work everyday....this is not helping me with all of the craziness that is happening. although it does help me stay busy & not obsess about water breaking or contractions! :) so cross your fingers that i can stay strong & wait for this pregnancy to turn into labor!!

39 Week Belly Pic